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It has been really great being a person of vegetarian persuasion. Yet tonight, oh tonight! It was so hard I kept smelling these chickens and beefs oooh..My god I don't think I have been face to face with this kind of temptation for a long time. It took all the strength I had to say...um yeah, I'll have the stuffed jalepeno's and fresh cut potatoes, and fried tomatoes and Evian...Wow! Yet unlike other things being a veggie girl is one of my greatest accomplishments. Requiring much control and will power. Although I can't explain what made me feel so weak tonight. Although I do admit having some Jack Daniels. I notice my cravings for all things naughty go up after I've had some of that mmmm...Yet nothing like this lol! You know the tacky part is if one does eat some meat after a long time without it, you ruin all of your work because it stays in your system. So hopefully I won't feel it that strongly for a while. It's been 9 months woo hoo! I have been pretty good except the elimination of dairy has been a constant challenge. So guess what? Vitamins are in my very near future as well as calcium supps...What my icecream cravings at night don't count? lol! We'll see how I am with this even stricter um "lifestyle" god! Well, last weekend of semi freedom! Or Freedumb...In other news, I heard a rumor from an unsuspecting lady that I had only seen a few times b4 that there were a pair of exciting pink boots nearby. I was like wow there are even customers that keep a "pink lookout"? For me? Now that's cool. I got so distracted by "TheActor" that I did not find time to go up and see if the boots were as she said and in my size...Oh well...I am going on an excursion this weekend with the "thepyschopath"...That is sure to be very interesting after all he is such a fucking freak lol! So I went shopping for some cool pink garments for the trip although it should only last a day or 2. I'm going to see a place that could very well could be my new home...Ohhh while this is great news on the one end it makes me a little sad on the other. You know because I have great friends here in Los Angeles...Yet everyone vows they will go there to see me. Now things get really wild and freaky...Will I really be moving soon? What will happen once I am there? Omg well I have to say I am teaming with anticipation:)....